Lone wolf

Hmmm.... Today was weird! Its 4 am, and I had planned on working on this assignment that needs to be submitted tomorrow... But facebook killed it; I saw some 'pics' that kinda disturbed me - and now I cant sleep, cant work... 3-4 years ago, I had made a vow to myself - never to get married... Not because I wouldn't find anyone (so why try, eh!), but because I felt it was gonna be too much responsibility - and mayyyyybe it would get in the way of what I really wanted to do... All that is bullsshit - look at me, I'm a fat broke single bastard, not doing what I want, but what I have to do... This society is a piece of shit - looking out is not the same as it means, looking out is looking at, ogling, staring and just scaring the shit out of the person till he/she does what they expected him to do... Life did not turn out the way I had expected, and I am to blame for half of those wrong decisions, but the society has to take the blame for the rest! God dammit - really some days... And now u see so many people getting hitched, in a relationship - thats another reason for the feeling within : life aint going nowhere.... It aint, I know it!

Dead as dead can be
My doctor tells me
But I just can't believe him
Ever the optimistic one
I'm sure of your ability
To become my perfect enemy

I'm rolling Sweets, I'm smoking sour

Married to the game but she broke her vows

That's why my bars are full of broken bottles

And my night stands are full of open bibles

I'm ridin solo, I'm ridin solo... Ridin Solo... Ridin Solo...

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Its so weird... There are songs that you don't like (read: hate) in the beginning, but some douchebag who may be your neighbour or has real good speakers keeps bellowing that number all the time, and suddenly you find yourself syncing to the song like it was meant to be... But I think thats common, everybody has those songs... However, just recently, I found a song that I loved so much I hate it now... And I dont know if this is common too, cos its happening with me for the first time! (ooh la la loo ser) But yeah, "Like a G6" comes across as a catchy hip hop track, which initially is fun cos u know they're talking about drinking and how this really hot Asian chick in red is going around town having a sip from everybody's drink, woah! Suddenly you find yourself downloading the song, cos the internet in ur hostel room sucks and it would be 'unwise' to keep that page open for as long as you wanna listen to the song just cos its buffered there alright... Now you're listening to it so many times your neighbours feel like the 2nd line of this post... And then you're over it, cos other songs have replaced it (Thank you Billboardgoddess) and that video lies in the "Music Videos" folder that you seldom close... Somebody else is playing it now, cos they're used to the song and now u realize "What a shitty song!" So they're talkin bout drinking, but c'mon somehow now it does not make sense... They're really boring you to death, and the only sanity left in the song is because of the electronic belted out by The Cataracs... You know, how you get to know about a person only later in life - I feel like that... Sad, it was a good track to begin with...

Social Media !! Hmmm.... Guess its the best way to advertise now... Even if you're a small company, all you gotta do is start a small competition with dare2compete or studyshare, and get vella mbas to participate, cos they're the best crowd-pullers - they've still got the student zeal but r gonna earn some big bucks soon... I was part of one competition myself, though it was a college thing, I realized the power of FB then, when u get ur friends to blindly like a page - it could be a "I love Justin Beiber" page and they would like it!! Class...

Somehow I usually think of blogging when I have an abstract thought in my mind, but as soon as you start writing the abstractness disappears... hmm!